Immortality
I want to say a deep thank you to all the folks who sent me well wishes yesterday. It turns out that my adventure was probably a Vasovagal episode. I created it by becoming dehydrated and lack of exercise and other choices. It was a frightening event for me. I thought I might die. The lab tests and procedures say that I have a healthy heart and sound neurological system. Still I feel wounded, vulnerable and tender. I have often shared with you wonderful beings how much I enjoy life here on Earth. I really would like to stay here forever. Maybe I can in a few thousand more incarnations, who knows?
It was interesting to see how many friends and loved ones responded. Way more than any other post I have presented. It let’s me know, perhaps, that more people are reading this blog than I thought. Nevertheless, I am honored and humbled by your loving and kind responses.
When I think about how long I might live; I first think about Lou Ann and other loved ones and how it would be for them, if I die. And while, this is really self centered, it brings up, for me, some ideas of the choices I make. It feels to me that when I make positive life affirming choices it shows how much I love others. They care for me and want me to be around as long as I am able and I do the same. Perhaps choosing healthy food or exercising or thinking positive thoughts is a loving thing to do for others as well as ourselves. I see many of my friends and loved ones making choices that appear to be less than helpful to themselves. And they are their choices, not mine. They probably see the same in me.
There is a balance in loving someone enough to share with them, that the choices they are making might not support them, and interfering. Bottom line is, for me, to have the courage to support myself and others in encouraging us to do the best for all concerned. Then it will work out as Universe planned anyway. From my healthy, fragile heart to yours, Thomas